i really don't like the feeling of food in my stomach. i like the taste. i'm still going to restrict, but now i'm going to do some chew & spit which should be easy since i'm home alone 5 out of 7 days a week. PLUS, i only have to eat one family dinner a week.
with such beautiful opportunities, why do i fuck up?
i've decided i don't mind two of my friends. the rest suck. i have one friend that pretends to be drunk when everyone else around her is. she complains she doesn't like beer & gin burns to much, so when everyone else is a little tipsy she starts acting up. i wanted to wring her neck whilst drunk because i could even tell she was pretending. we all knew she took two sips of beer & one of gin. then she starts walking around & pointing out things in a little girl voice saying "how pretty these colors are". WTF YOU ARE NOT PRETENDING TO BE HIGH, YOU ARE PRETENDING TO BE DRUNK. i want to punch her, she is ugly & doesn't deserve to BE SO FUCKING THIN. (she is, unfortunately, the skinniest person i know)
sorry, i just really don't like her. we've been "best" friends since the 8th grade. but she always calls me stupid & calls me a bitch. i take rigorous classes & as far as i know & anyone else does, there are two people who have called me a bitch (my sister & an old romantic interest, who i actually wasn't interested in...) she, on the other hand, slacks off & complains how easy it is, & people who have NEVER SPOKEN to her say how mean she is & that she gives them dirty looks.
i am so biased, but i would 98% of the time we all take sides with ourselves. but i know i could round up easily 15 people that would beat the shit out of her.
gah. sorry this is not about thinspo, or eating much. i've been doing mediocre, but slowly better. i start dance again this week, so i will get back in shape hopefully.
WOW:
"Women with short legs have a higher risk of developing heart disease than their leggier sisters, researchers say."
cool. now i'm going to die because of unfortunate genetics. maybe it's karma...
3 comments:
uhh i havent been here since a week or two. I have to stay on track :(. emmakii help me :).
awww i will! :D <33
Don't worry, luckily we have a friend call "KARMA" and she'll now it soon.
Take care
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