well, today was better. my mom actually started packing me a lunch because she says i'm too thin... & plus, the fact my one friend is completely convinced i have an eating disorder? which i don't, FYI. >:| but each day i get by eating a little less of my lunch, leave 1/4 of the sandwich & a couple of the crackers. but i still feel full, & i don't like it...
i'm getting better at not eating what's in front of me. i'm a perfectionist, i can't help it. & one of my things is that i like to completely CLEAR my plate. not a spot. but now, i'm okay (not really) with leaving half of something. so far today i think i've had under 800 calories, but i really don't know. i really really hope i don't have to eat dinner. :(
i have a new little tip for you guys, by the way, something i came up with myself. :) i usually eat pickles when i'm hungry, the little chip slices? around 5 = 30 calories. it really fills you up & usually the pickle taste lingers a while & anything else you eat tastes really gross. just saying, it helps me.
another little tid bit about my day, kinda funny actually. i was going to eat a yogurt after school & normally there's a little liquid on top of the yogurt before you mix it. so i normally pour that out into the garbage. & as i was doing that today, the whole yogurt in it fell into the trash! hahahaha :D so then i took it as a sign & threw the rest out & went upstairs.
i think i'm under 116 lbs right now, but i can't be sure. hope you're all well! <3
1 comments:
The tip of the pickles sounds like a good idea. I'll try it.
Hahaha that yogurt was possessed! i wish my food did that every time i had to eat it.
Take care dear
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