razorblade

I'm posting early today because my cleaning people came 2 hours early! I hadn't picked up my room so I had to throw everything in my closet. Usually, I sit outside with my macbook while they're cleaning so I'm out of their way.

I came across this site while reading lipstick lullabies that charts weight loss through calories & exercise, & I've never really seen anything like it. Apparently if I keep under 500 cals (everyday!!!) & I'm very active (which I am, ESPECIALLY during the fall with dance) I can reach 100.37 lbs by September 28 !!!! I'm going to try my best, maybe just go with 800 cals, but who the fuck cares?Seeing this site makes me feel like I can do it, no problem...

I know there will be problems, just like last time. My main goal right now is to finally lose some weight! I don't care how much, I just want to see those numbers go

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My focus I think is my legs, because they're so muscular. My lower thighs ( right above the knee) have pretty much no fat on them, they're all muscle but my upper thighs... Ugh, they look like a V, a very large V so much that my thighs now touch. :[

I can't wait for dance tonight, & I can't wait to see how this week goes. Well, I'm off to do summer reading!

Stay strong!