good times gonna come

So, this weekend. Ugh, I'm literally so disappointed I don't want to talk about it. There's never any way for me to get out of eating when I'm with my family. They've always suspected something is going on with me, & my family always comments on how thin I am...

There were some good points, though. I did really well in my competition, which was great. & I went shopping & tried on a 0 for fun... It fit, but was tight in the thighs. :\ That's really surprising though, especially since I'm a huge load right now. I gained a pound this weekend... :[

I'm going to fast throughout the day tomorrow, but eat some strawberries before my dance class tomorrow night. I've already calculated for me to lose 3.5 lbs a week, I need to eat at most 816 calories. Ugh, I'll have to fast most days considering on Sunday is the only night I have to eat dinner with my family.

Hope all is well for everyone! <3