baby steps.

I want leg like these. The main place that needs work on my legs are my upper thighs. Other than that, it's essentially all muscle.

I ate a bit today... :( But it was less than usual, & I'm not sure if I can get out of dinner. WTF I'm really angry at myself.

But this is helping me gain motivation I think. I feel as though my stomach JIGGLES when I walk anywhere &, even worse, that people are staring at it... But my jeans are really baggy lately? They're also a size, or two, too big, but I can tell they're bigger than normal. They're a size 16 from Abercrombie Kids. A 14 fits me best, but when I bought these I was a bit bigger... My legs are so short that even the inseam on kids' jeans are 4-6 inches to long!

Gah, I still haven't weighed myself... I might put it off. I don't want to though. I'm really confused at the moment... I'll post later if I do end up weighing myself. <3